I have been rotting for the 48kgs weight, my pre marriage weight and pre first pregnancy weight. It seems very difficult being in my position because my husband and my children are quite in their healthy weight. I should have been the role model, but instead I am in a very bad form. I kept weighing myself each time I feel very heavy but did nothing about it.
However, I did have a challenge. If other can do this, why can’t I? I have a reason to keep eating before and not starve myself, as I was breastfeeding. But I am 100% free now. No one is depending on my diet anymore. I would want to keep track on this ambition and hoping that I will achieve this not fast but little by little.